Thought of Thoughtless mind

                      

                            

          To introduce myself, I don't like to introduce myself like writing essay on "myself". Let me introduce my mind(" My mind is the only part who have  feelings,if i intoduce anyone else part,he may feel jealousy,i don't want him feel bad" )  , Its nothing but thoughtless mind which generates thought in the universal plane of my brain's feelings.Above statement may describe me as  freak guy and yes i am but not completely ,only partially.Usually according to human psychology,  first, thought is generated in each mind and then, feeling is associated with that thought, whether it is good thought or bad thought and according to priorities of that particular person,he/she  implements it or not. But i feel  first, then think and again feel. My two feeling is compared by next thought, after that i come to the conclusion that which feeling is better,first one or second one, it means that before thought or after thought. If you able to read and understand till yet then you have the great capability to bear my thoughtless mind. 

          After reading above paragraph my best friend also watch me like criminal.So don't worry you are not only one. Above paragraph describes in simple way that i first listen to gut feeling and then  logical one. You may say that i have also doing this in my mind, but you are not comparing both, you always go for logical one because it looks more appropriate, but i feel that both are fighting in my  mind to prove right.
          It is all virtual matter. When considered my physical part, my parents named as Smit Joshi. Physical attributes are extension from god from when we born to recent time. I always feel that god is happy and blessed to  me because he gives me up to 6ft and 1 inch extension. In Gujarati, Smit means to smile and i think it is the best name with my attribute. When you ask my nearest friends, you surely get my attribute as sense of humor.  Other attributes are self-motivated,  partially honest , tireless effort(only in study) , risk taker, most common gut thinking, and from the fighting of my feeling you probably get my next attribute that is lack of decision making. These are not the attributes that i have decided, my friends reviewed me and told me in direct or indirect manner. I like them all who showed me mirror, because i never decide my attribute at my own except my mind's. I can only describe you how am i thinking, not that how my thinking made impact on opposite one. Its the attribution theory by Lee Ross,that what i have found most interesting and i have also implemented it. It is also known as social psychology theory.

          I have passed out my 5th semester in computer engineering  due to (only) blessings of god from Indus Institute of Engineering and Technology affiliated to Gujarat University. I born and brought up in Ahmadabad. I am also preparing for Common Admission Test 2010.  I had completed my school education from GLS("Girls Loving school"),well known school of Ahmadabad.

I firmly believe in the consciousness of the subconscious mind, i only come to believe from one of my good friend's mom. I usually like to interact with those persons who have high intelligence or sharpness than me. Thats what you find in my all closest friends. 

          At the end, i can give you conclusion that i am not what i am, but i am what opposite wants me to be. I have just started this blog as initial one. I also invite all of  you to give conclusion/comment on this blog. I always like if you comment like  critics. It means that you are giving me my failure point to improve.